You know that saying? "Ignorance is bliss."? It's actually completely & absolutely true. Like, say, you're really rich! But you don't know that some people don't have the kind of money you do. The people who live in poverty.. rich people are ignorant to what povertized deal with! It's amazing, because you don't know what is happening, and you don't feel guilty, or you don't feel the responsibility to help! People who are ignorant live life much easier than people who pay attention to the terror of everyday life.
Today was a funny day. I'd like to keep my friend's name out of this, so let's just call her "G" for "girl". LOL.. stupid, I know. But you never really know who's reading this!
So "G" likes Matt Pennington. You know, my ex-boyfriend? Yeah, well, if you don't know that, Matt broke up with me. I don't know why, so don't ask! Anyways…
"G" likes Matt. Savannah Webster and I were teasing her about it. It was super mean, but.. since Matt is my ex, I naturally became jealous and made mean comments. I wrote "'G' Loves Matt" everywhere! Of course, she took the paper and killed it, then sat on it! It was so funny. So filling.. but mean. G's awesome; she forgave me. I told Sam & Kenz about it and .. well I don't really know how they feel about G liking Matt. I think this is good for me, because I'll be able to get over Matt a bit faster.
So during lunch, I was talking to my friend Ashley. Matt was nearby and he's telling David, "Don't tell anybody! Or, at least, don't tell anybody I said that!" Something like that, at least. And I said, "What? OOOOO Tell me! I'll be your bestest, bestest, bestest friend!" And he said, "You've already tried that; it doesn't work." So I was thinking "PATOOEY!" LOL. Then I said, "Well… I know something you don't know.. or at least, don't know yet!" And he wanted to find out so bad! It was awesome. I was thinking about making him hug me, then I'll tell him, but that would violate G's … trust. Whatever. I don't know what word to use for that. But I figured that that would be so selfish, so… I didn't. Oh, the secret I was keeping from him was that G likes him. So.. yeah. Then Sam, Kenz, and I went to the girl's bathroom.. and when I came out, Matt was there, waiting! It was so hilarious! So.. well, I didn't tell him. I want to so bad, so I'll be accepted by him again. But that's really selfish, and I wanna get over him. Even though its hard to.
Yup, that's my day.